Urgh. I'm fat. Don't give me that crap. I am. I weigh more than I have my entire life... and now I'm getting married. When I tried on Jen's bridesmaid dresses I had to wear a (eak!)... well, i'm not even going to say it, but it was in the plus sizes! I hate this. All I am is hungry.
Not only that, but because I'm hungry, I'm pissy. I'm easily bitchy today. Yesterday I wasn't hungry at all, but I still ate because I knew I needed to. Today I'm hungry as all get up. I hate that feeling. My stomache sits on the counter. I hate that. I hate being fat, and I hate being hungry. How am I both?! Shush. Grrrr...
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