Friday, May 29, 2009

Phoney Phone


Ring, Ring
Who's there?
No one!
?



I'm sure you're trying to figure out this line of thought, but wonder no more! I'm here to tell you that my phone has officially died. :( It's upsetting, yes, but I did go to the ATT store and they said I was due for a new one anyway, so... Yippiee!
Problem is figuring out which one...? I'm so terrible at choosing stuff like that! I'm confused and don't know what to get. Peer pressure keeps telling me "oh, you should get an Apple iPhone!" but a part of me really likes my BlackBerry. Then there's another part of me that goes, "try something new!" There are some really great, inexpensive, Samsungs.

So I'm wondering what you all's thoughts on the matter are?

Don't bother giving me a call about this because my phone is dead (won't take the charge at all now). Just email me your thoughts. :)

Sunday, May 24, 2009

Botox

This clip always makes me laugh... ah the wonder that is botox and why anyone would put it in themselves.

Monday, May 11, 2009

Broken

Another song I like off the radio. Broken by Lifehouse


The broken clock is a comfort, it helps me sleep tonight
Maybe it can stop tomorrow from stealing all my time
I am here still waiting though i still have my doubts
I am damaged at best, like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
With a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning you got inside my head
I tried my best to be guarded, I'm an open book instead
I still see your reflection inside of my eyes
That are looking for a purpose, they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart, I'm barely breathing
with a broken heart that's still beating
In the pain there is healing
In your name I find meaning
So I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on, I'm holdin' on
I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day
Just to see what you will throw my way
And I'm hanging on to the words you say
You said that I will be ok

The broken lights on the freeway left me here alone
I may have lost my way now, haven't forgotten my way home

I'm Not Allright

Nothing about me personally. It's just a song I heard that I liked. It's called I'm Not Allright by Sanctus Real


If weakness is a wound
That no one wants to speak of
Then “cool” is just how far we have to fall
I am not immune
I only want to be loved
But I feel safe behind the firewall
Can I lose my need to impress?
If you want the truth, I need to confess

I’m not alright
I’m broken inside, broken inside
And all I go through
It leads me to you, it leads me to you

Burn away the pride
Bring me to my weakness
Until everything I hide behind is gone
And when I’m open wide
With nothing left to cling to
Only you are there to lead me on
Cause honestly, I’m not that strong

I’m not alright
I’m broken inside, broken inside
And all I go through
It leads me to you, it leads me to you

And I move, and I move, and I move...closer to you
And I move, and I move, and I move...closer to you
And I move, and I move, and I move...closer to you
And I move, and I move, and I move...

I’m not alright
I’m broken inside, broken inside
broken inside, broken inside
And all I go through
Leads me to you, leads me to you

I’m not alright, I’m not alright, I’m not alright...that’s why I need you

Saturday, May 02, 2009

Body Ache

My body must have known to wait till after today. I've been fighting off Lhermittes for a while now, rubbing my neck and readjusting. My legs have been getting tingly more often. But today, once I came home from the last of "Harvey"... I could feel it.
It was a quick set in. My eyes are having problems even focusing, and my hands are taking their time typing (or I should say retyping), my mental focus is also problematic, and my body is tingling all over... not in the good way.
My muscles feel tight, and I know my neck is. But anything that isn't numb, tingles. At least my body was kind enough to wait till I was done with things.