Wednesday, May 16, 2007

Rumble & complain

Rumble & Complain aka. Now let me ask you something

Not only are the Oslen twins the next "good" set of Bond Girls (WTF!!), but... (work related rumble)
... I don't know how many times I have been told "Now let me ask you something." Aurgh!
And ask for my previous grumble: I told someone to look for those numbers on their ticket and they replied "well, there are actually three sets of numbers" and so when I told him yes sir, I need the number set on the very bottom (the most bottom of the sets, sir) he proceeded to read me off all three numbers. Grrrr..

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

Do You Understand What I say?!

What do people not understand about "at the bottom left of your vouchers there should be two sets of numbers. I need the very bottom of those numbers." ?!! Pople have been screwing this up all day. NOT THAT NUMBER!!!

Irritable

Thank you everyone for your concerns, I'm doing well, just really busy.
This weekend was reasonable. On Friday I had the day off and loaded up boxes and boxes in Chris' vehicle and ran back and fourth between houses. Saturday, I worked for a few hours and then went home. I was really irritable the whole day, but Chris still had me move stuff. I got my shot that night. He also had me moving stuff on Sunday, my day of rest. We only moved a couple of loads because I was really irritable, mainly due to bowels and having been moving for the past three days. Monday, I took care of some bank issued and (ba-ba-da!) moved boxes. I didn't get much moved that day, but Chris and I are close to empty in the other house, so... eh. Sorry, Chris that I was so irritable. I know I shouldn't stop until we've gotten everything in, but I get tired when I get hot and sweaty. Ugh.
Other than that, I've just been hormonally bitchy. Sorry folks. Hope everyone had a great Mother's Day!

Oh, yeah, I was supposed to, not for you guys to worry but for my memory, write about my numbness. Remaining in the hands, feels like a glove. A little bit in my back, in a weird stripe along the lengthwise of it. Off and on my legs have been understandably numb. I've been really shakey in the hands this weekend, mainly due to overexertion. That's the one part that really bothered me this weekend (besides being extremely irratable). The irritability is probably due to irritability throughout my body. I'm not sure which types of cramps hurt worse, constipation or menstration. Sorry, folks, I've said it once, and I'll say it again. This is for my use to remember stuff...
Like not having bowel movements and forgetting that this is not the week to be off the patch. Poop is usually a funny subject, but when you haven't done it in a few days it sucks. I am not full of shit about this subject, but I am on a physical level. I've done everything I can think of to personally have a bowel movement. I've had one every few days with little releif, mainly a lot of cramping ensues to do the stress I'm putting on my digestive track: everything from my low-lactos levels skyrocketing because of loads of ice-cream and cereal to choco-lax and extra fiber in my diet. Yuckieness ensuess... hopefully I'll stop getting this "shitty" cramping soon. It's not all the time, just when I try to go to the restroom.
Anyway...

Tuesday, May 08, 2007

Hands Out

It's weird about my fingers, they're no longer the rubber-glove numb. They're stuff, loss of sensational. But they still have a bit of tingle. I'm assuming it's a delayed feeling. They can't stop shaking and they bumble over the keys on the keyboard, despite knowing them very well. I really have to pound on the keys to make sure I'm really pressing them, and pressing backspace a lot because I keep messing up. The hands have been like this for a while now... so I'm hoping they get better soon. It's mainly kept to the finger tips and the pinkie and ring fingers down through the palm, mainly stronger loss of feeling in the right hand. Which is kind of cool, considering most of the stuff happens to me on the left side.
Speaking of which my left eye is not completely better. I think it is, and then it'll be like wearing a contact sometimes and the lens will shift... but it's my own eye! Sometimes it itches so much I feel like I'm scratching it right out of it's socket. Other times it gets only a little blurry, and ever so often when I check and things are a bit off (I know my right eye is doing major compensation for it right now), my vision is off... in both going grayscale and burriness of sight.
Also, my speech slurs easily if I don't watch it. I think my brain is dragging ass.

The past 4 days

Friday: Shot day... ouch! It burned so badly when Chris put the needle in! He immediately took it out, the site burned through the night. I ended up getting the medicine at another site because of the pain. It was raw/burning at that site for most of the weekend.
Saturday: An okay day. I slept through most of it. packed a little and did paperwork.
Sunday: had work at the box office, nothing big.
Monday: Had to call in sick because I was having major cramping. It woke me up at around 5:30/6 in the morning, so I was not happy. I had had a lot of milk products the night before, so either that or the fact that I hadn't had a major bowel movement in the last few days could have been the cause. I stayed home and rested most of the day. If I was't in bed, I was close to a toilet just in case... and nothing happened. :(
Today: I'm doing better, stomach's still uckie, but I did have a bowel movement today! (honestly, folks, if you don't want to know, don't read it) My hands still have a loss of sensations in the fingers. My legs feel weak and my balance is way off. I didn't feel like working today, but I'm glad I'm here. the backs of my thighs feel like they're next to the heater sometimes, but only sometimes.