Money

One of the biggest things I stress about the most is the M-word: Money. I worry about the wedding costing way too much... every time I look at something online, or think about the dress. I worry about the house being out of Chris and I's budget. I worry about the Yale house costing waaayyy tooo much in reconstruction. Will I ever find a job... let alone two? And what about Chris' not being all the time?
Anyway, there's all sorts of worries but that's a big one.
I don't want to have to rely on my folks or Chris' all the time for stuff, or have them feel like we're using them for every little thing.

Money money money

Grrr... so I don't have an AHB debit card yet, and I'm out of checks (or at least I can't find them). I am still figuring out this transfer thing, so I'm currently out of money (or unable to get to it, as is the case of AHB). It's just making things difficult because the bills are coming in now. It's times like this that I really wish I had a credit card.
Don't worry folks I'm getting my ahb stuff, it's just taking it's time to get to me... urgh. The other ones... well, they're pretty empty or untouchable right now.
Besides this is just be venting.